I've been doing fine without you, really. . .
Up until the nights got cold
and everyone's here but you, baby.
Seems like everyone's got someone to hold.
The temperature's dropping and I've never really noticed how cold it can get. I've always had someone there to either preoccupy my thoughts or to physically keep me warm.
At first, looking through all of our photographs wasn't so difficult. I felt nothing really. It was a blur of strung together memories that was short lived. I wasn't ready to get rid of you. I've never been as hurt as I was after you left for good. Our last kiss was so full of passion, but you were just saying goodbye. I knew that forever wasn't in our future but I was unprepaired to let go of you so soon.
It's difficult to face all of this in one night, but I think over the past few months I've been slowly breaking and slowly becoming less numb. Now it's hitting me. I'm crying myself to sleep every night and I can't seem to find anyone that compares to you.
Everything about you was just so perfect for me; the way your hands fit so well in mine, how you would never let me walk away, the way you would look at me, how you said you loved me, your kisses, your height, your hugs, absolutely everything.
And then everything slowly began to crash down, you have my heart and there will always be a place for you there and there isn't much that I can do for it now. Hope for the best and attempt to believe that
Time Heals All Wounds.